Thursday, May 26, 2011

Love (2006)

(girl)
Why won't you look at me?
I am I just a superstition?
Or the girl you hate to remember?
Don't lie to me, I know those eyes
Do you really love me?
Oh, don't cry
Everything will be alright
just come a little closer
Into my arm
And everything will be alright

(boy)
I can't stop thinking about you
The way you smile
You're the girl I never want apart from me
I'm not lying.. I love you too
I'm not crying.. I'm just loving you
Through the weight of my tears
Are you sure everything will be alright?
If I just lean a little closer?

(girl)
You say you think of me
but do you really mean it?
Do you really love me?
Or am I just that girl?
I think, this one time
everything will be alright.
Just don't cry

(boy)
I do care, I never would let it down
If I lost you again
I may say bad things
Or call you down
but I really love you?
But will this kiss make it better?

(girl)
You know you think to much
You just need to wind down
And feel my lips touch your cheek
And everything will be better
I promise

(boy)
How can you promise?
Men are men
There is no changing that

(girl)
I can promise this
Hold my hand, and never let go, because I will always love you
No matter where I go.

Cameron

Yes. I'm throwing a lot of old stuff in here so I can see where I need to grow and prosper!

~~~

Cameron Simn didn't like to be bored; though it wasn't in his right mind to be lazy either, but he continued lazily. It wasn't like someone would waltz over on his small circumference of turf and say " HI! What's your name! Why are you sleeping? Is sleeping fun? I like sleeping too." Well, if they were clearly ignorant that he was "slightly" frustrated from the wild grimace on his lips, they might come and ask him that question, though they might not live to see the light of the next day. You see, Cam-cam wasn't a happy camper since he is bored and Cameron isn't happy, anyone who comes near him isn't happy. It's how life floated on the mass of waves called Teen Dramatics.

The 17 year old male sighed mutely to himself while lingering under the oak tree in the front of the school, awaiting from the bell to ring for the torture this education building will provide with a grand old sound to start the classes, a ding. Boy, he hated that ding, it showed that he was Senior still even if he would graduate a year before everyone, making him the baby of the High school family.

" I HATE SCHOOL!" He announced gladly to everyone whom could even give a single care to listen before rolling over on his flat stomach and moaning loudly for attention. Usually one girl would be over him, but not today, the fan club must have found a new hubby. Most likely Clark, the other athletic snob would loved to see Cameron's downfall since he took the ladies from him last time. Cameron moaned even louder at the thought, his beige face buried beneath the grass. Why such a boring day! Why!

" GOD!" Cameron yelped before leaping up from his position as if the curls in his mop of brown acted as multiple springs, though it ended up going the wrong way and forced him to fall back on the ground with a thump. He grimaced forcefully again before finally snarling under his breath and brushing off his brow, baggy shirt and blue combo while still on the ground. He continued for several seconds before leaping up again from his "spring" action and glaring at everyone with the deepest lavender eyes. Yes, lavender, the color of mystery and girlishness combined into the most masculine figure you shall meet, but ,of course, he uses the deep hue to attract the ladies to his side. Sometimes it worked, but other times he used the wide sockets to reveal his emotions, including his most formidable one, rage.

" So, this is how it is going to be, eh?" He muttered under his breath, now stomping off toward the school with his over-used k-swiss, " I'm going to show that Clark 'Hump'ton a piece of my mind. He doesn't DESERVE these beautiful woman!"

Helaena

I was once a woman of power lust and unspeakable vanity. I made men tremble and quiver for unthinkable desires that could only be met by accomplishing a task given, though my side of the deal was never met. I held myself higher than my family, which included my one sister and utterly vain mother. She helped form myself into a hell driven vixen. She designed the beast that craved for power, popularity and a certain type of magic. Magic known as Arcane magic. I would try anything to deplete my hunger, but you see, something happened. I don't exactly know what happened even while it was happening. I just know things hat belonged to me disappeared... no. Crumbled. Destroyed. We were raided, vandalized. I ran as fast as my long legs could carry me until I was caught, then strangled. My once glorious voice disappeared until the heaven's hands. My once beautiful face, brutalized. I was left nothing but a measly fox and a bow I had found while recovering. I had not even my voice, my pride, nor... my memory.
This is me now. A shy, seemingly "young" woman who knows nothing. Only a label of what I once was. Helaena Goldstrider. Not even my last name has come to my mind yet though I still await it. I fear everything new yet cling unjustly to anything comfortable. I've become pathetic to where my former self would mock and laugh at me but fortunately I was not inept. I practiced everyday at my skill of becoming a huntress and the animals that I called my own seemed to understand and respect my misfortune I couldn't see.
It's strange to see what change had occurred but I truly do believe it is all for the better. Maybe.


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One of the things I've been taught to do when making a character. Close your eyes and just write.
PS. I love Blood Elves. <3

Xanga

SEE? This place is the spawn of my old xanga. Here is some of the old posts.

The beach of soft sands is where I had come across, glittering of sparkling glass and shell after each step of a barren foot I had pressed onto the earth. The color was almost an off white, I had discovered, unlike my home beach where the sand was a light brown and was mixed with gray clay and mud. Even the waters of their deep cerulean blue conquered over the green waters of my beach, they had mustered enough magic to captivate for hours while I sat there on these shores.
Almost perfect, this beach was, but it had not even dared to breach the ends of the line of satisfaction with myself. My heart seemed to be yearning something long lost, something not found in these waters yet, it reminded it of that certain one thing. Maybe I should have not thrown myself into these forbidden seas and allowed myself to get lost in unfamiliar waters. But all has passed now, for now, I am seemingly alone among these white sands and blue waters until someone dares to come find me. But who would like to find a forced wanderer? Even then, would I even come to accept this new traveler or even an old fellow wanderer? I lacked any idea, as I sat among these white grains.
I just knew I would have to be patient and wait for this traveler to come.
~~~
Stop the ticking clock
and rewind it to start
Watch the good times
and watch how quickly they flow
They were lovely while they lasted
But now they have to go
and restart that ticking clock
Of a pathetic little heart
~~~
I have walked around this new house many times and every time I see those stairs, I see your face, your smile, you. Ten years later, it is still the fresh memory from a yesterday morning that I refuse to leave. You are wearing your usual baggy shirts one that I could easily make a tent out of with a pair of those battered taz boxers you adore, which makes me laugh. I walk a stair closer toward you, watching your own beautifully colored, yet sad cerulean eyes follow my steps as I draw even closer. Soon, that same smile quirks the edges of your lips and my heart skips a tiny beat. I can't help it; it has become a habit.. Now, I am closer to the illusion of you and my arms reach out to touch... to completely remember...
But then I remember, reality come back as a punch to the chest, you aren't there. I am alone in this house, stuck on a memory of ten years ago. You said this feeling would go away; it never did. Did you really think that you could be so easily forgotten?
If you thought so, you have mistaken.
~~~

Taste the metallic liquid inside your tongue, ravish it into a simple sin; watch it ooze down onto the cold ground and deliver a scrumptious aroma of victory and rule. Let it drive your senses into a craze, let it make you thirst for more of the red wine from the human flesh.Now look at yourself. You know you can't fight the lust you have in your eyes, that deadly blood lust, so let it live. Let it thrive. No one is there to stop you, you are Death. You are Heaven's personal destroyer, yet a demon's worst hell. Let it be known, that you could be could be considered worst than Satan, so rise and kill. Devour, destroy, and rule over the conquest we call Earth.
No one can stop you.
You are Death's Final Breath.

Moony

This was a while ago, but everytime I read it, it just makes me smile. This was on MSN 3 years ago.

Moony: Give or blow me a kiss? It's all I want
Moony: You're very beautiful tonight
Aavelyn: Thank you <3
Moony: Of course, it's just about true every night. It's hard for me to even speak to you sometimes, I'm so blown away
Moony: I want you to know that I love you, through all of the memories that we've had together since day one, all of the things that we've been through, the sacrifices, the fights. Through all Hell can throw at me to live with, I'll always...without so much of a second thought, love you
Moony: And you haven't the faintest clue how attractive that looks. Glancing at me from the side, with the wind from the fan blowing through your hair so that your face is clear...just beautiful.
Moony: Not to mention a body that's been carved by the pagan gods themselves, but that needs no description.
Moony: What's the matter..? Why do you keep burrowing your face in your pillow...?
Aavelyn: You flatter me.. and it leaves me speechless..... and that's how I try to fight off the giddiness and butterflies
Moony: I would ask you to try and come up with anything to say for yourself on me, but, since I leave you speechless, I understand how you can't
Aavelyn: I would say how god-blessed you are with the ability of tongues.
Aavelyn: I would also say how brave, beautiful, courageous,and strong person you are.. you never cease to amaze me in anything you do. Artistically, intellectually, and much more. It really makes me wonder how all these traits are place into one person alone... and how can such a beautiful person be behind those glittering blue eyes?
Moony: My beautiful wife..I love you
Aavelyn: I love you too, Shinta..
Moony: Looks like I'm calling it for the morning. I'll talk to you later?
Aavelyn: Of course
Moony: I love you, baby
Aavelyn: I love you too, sweetheart
Moony: G'night
Aavelyn: Sweet dreams
Moony: You too
Aavelyn: <3

More Angels!

I think you guys have found out my obsession.

Brilliant Angel, why have you fallen way down here?
Your wings are no longer white and have lost all luster,
Your eyes weep such tears I thought never existed,
Never did I think did Angels could cry...
What did you do so wrongly to make you weep?
You seem so lost, like a tiny babe
Why did you come so long of a way?
In this damned earth, what in hell should you pay?

Gabriel

I figured I might as well put something that I wrote up here. Yaaay!



The 'heavens' had turned to wail on this dreary day; its sky howling and crying as if it had lost its first child and raging with lightning to strike back at the murderer. Leaves and branches had been tussled about in the area of the village, throwing themselves into the sides of the poorly built buildings to frighten some of the younger children that may linger inside. The rain had pelted the earth like the futuristic guns of war, hail soon following to act as the stones of an earlier time. Even the color of the sky was wrong, the dark olive shade in the clouds gave off the aura that everything was hell-bent. Yet in all the chaos that had spurn from Mother Nature wrath and fury, a lone note pierced through the air like a divine arrow. At first, it was unheard but it soon gained its strength grew to crescendo through the sky.

"Again the Lord of light and life
Awakes the kindling ray,
Unseals the eyelids of the morn,
And pours increasing day."

The voice was masculine, though it was not at all deep as it was loud though it resounded with confidence and youthful vitality as a Sunday Church bell. As the rain began to still, some of the citizens of the small village Stone Gate began to look out their custom-made windows. Awe had began to gleam in the eyes of the watchers as they watched the singer walk through the single road that ran through the Stone Gate. A single, tiny woman came out of her safe haven to listen to the full impact of the song and see the man that was striding so gracefully through the rain. She had noticed, with her one child clinging on her leg, that there was something protruding from his back.

"Let Thy sunshine guide by day;
Send at eve the starry ray
Through the watches of the night,
Be Thou, Lord, their shining Light."

It was a set of very fine wings, feathered with the whitest and the brightest of eagle wings tipped in liquid gold. Glorious, magnificent, and completely dry; the rain and mud had not even touched a single feather. Her breath was caught in her throat as she placed her hand on her chest, laughing as she regained her breathing. Then she clutched her son and watched the majestic Angel. His face clean-shaven, along with every part of his body that was exposed, which was everything. His only carry-on was a long, gold staff with jingling bangles that rattled with his hymn from the Lord. Each muscle was chiseled to the highest perfection for the Lord's standards and his was brushed with the purest of gold, which only caused by spending to much time in the Heavenly sun. He stood at least 5'8 in height and he strode down to the ends of the roads singing as the storm came to a complete stop and the sun slipped out of its clouded blanket. And as the sun began to caress the man's face and strawberry blonde hair, he turned to look at her.

“Thus, as hour by hour rolls by,
Watch them with Thy sleepless eye:
Guide with Thine almighty hand
Safe unto the haven land.”

His eyes were of the brightest sea-green color, and like his wings, were flecked golden specks. Their radiating gleam pierced through the poor woman's heart to cause her to kneel with her innocent little boy, whom she commanded to kneel by her side. The Angel smiled gratefully, seeing that this village had faith in the Father and turned directly toward the widow.

“ It is good that thou knows of the all mighty Lord! I, Gabriel of the Horn, will tell thy Father about your faith and you shall have a place in his Kingdom!” he spoke boldly, yet his voice was to the extremest sincerity. The woman smiled, beginning to cry and thank him, even when he turned away to walk out into the forest path to grin in satisfaction. “ Farewell, Miss Galileo, and blessed be with a perfect and shining day!”